Sorry you were disappointed! It sounds like there was just an expectation disconnect here. This is a lecture for people learning how to become astrologers. It sounds like you were looking for information for your own use and personal growth. Steven's normal way of teaching encourages students to learn how to think for themselves creatively, so he typically will provide some small number of possible delineations - house or sign placements or aspects - but not every possible configuration. When you're looking for specific info on your own chart, it's always better to book a reading with an astrologer who can take in the chart as a whole. It gets tricky compartmentalizing it by reading about one placement and then trying to stich it together into a big-picture understanding. Take care, Tony